by Pam Borum
(Oklahoma)
This is the first day I have shown improvement. I have been in a constant decline for 7 months. I am keeping a blog about my hike up Mt. Depression. Even though I have been up all night long, I feel so much better than I have felt in months. I got my supplements just today. I think it might be that I now have hope?
I have been eating suggested foods now for 3 or 4 days. When you have depression, there is no way to keep track of time. If you ask me, my separation from my husband was only a month or so ago. I moved out of the house Sept 6, 2012.
Never in my wildest dreams I would have thought I could get morbidly depressed. This is the first time I felt my thoughts were clear. I did stop drinking diet coke a week ago and checking all food labels to make sure I am continuing to BAN ASPERTANE from my body. If anyone cares to read more about where I was and where I am today, I have started blogging about my climb. I will give you a link to my blog but remember, I am an amateur writer, I am keeping it on a blog so I can measure my progress and journal my feelings. It couldn't be written on paper because I couldn't find anything in all this paperwork I have strung around in my apartment.
I think that is a symptom of depression, but I am not sure. Anyone else have any ideas about this, please let me know. Throughout my on line journal started this evening, I have asked many questions you may have answers to or need answers also. Maybe we can find a way to get them answered together. Here is a link to my blog.
http://takeanotherlittlepieceofmyart.blogspot.com/
Pam Borum
Take the time to celebrate you being human and I will too!